it is SO WINDY outside im scared to leave the library. SIck of Dorks. No dork is about to get used or they wouldnt be a dork anymore they'd be my friend for the day. Got excited about ordering winds of creation on ebay but paypal is being funky. yay yay yay. i ate mac'n'cheese and sweet potatoes for lunch today. be happy your at least several ( Read more... )

is it weird to want to develop an eating disorder? I wish i wasn't hungry all the freakin time and that my only friend wasnt food-but it is. Sick someone just sneezed like right on my arm. i don't even have the self discipline to cut back on my eating and i can't gain one more inch (literally) or they'll take points away when they do our yearly ( Read more... )

Morale issues have taken over. must go talk to chaplain cuz i have once again whirl-winded way way to far with peoples futures and emotions and i can't blame anyone but myself. yay. no real friends here yet, just fake ones. oh, well. half the people on my floor are deployed right now, thats lovely. I find myself thinking of times such as driving ( Read more... )

why isnt anyone ever online when i am

Today is suckin

just got off work, still have more processing to do for the next 2 weeks. i saw the guy from tech school today. I guess there bringing 5 more new people in the next few weeks. im going to a batchlorette party tonight. yay. i get to leave base. and on sunday im going to octoberfest in deadwood. yay. i'll get to leave base. I made 500 lbs of ( Read more... )

going to the bx to get some stuff. nobody is online, that sucks.

Okay so im in South Dakota and my freakin' phone like does not work here. I'll have to take care of that soon. Everything is very easy access here. im like a block from work and two blocks from the store n theater. I really need to fiqure out my phone situation. It sucks. The cold wind in the morning sucks, and walking a block to work seems ( Read more... )

okay so im not to good at this whole livejournal thing, could somebody please explain to me How to put a big picture up into my journal entry.

okay deciding between bringng a sweatshirt or my middle school yearbook fucking sucks. anxiety has taken over, my brain can't organise and make sense out of these type of situations. i just feel overwhelmed and slightly like puking. i dont have a house (parents house)to leave my shit at, im not going to be back here (other than vacation) probably ( Read more... )