I am so frusterated with myself. I fail at life, and of story...If I weren't at school right now, I'd be hacking away at myself with a god damned knife...Not really...But still. Why can't I be anybody else?

this is SO hard.

Well, it's early in the morning, and it's totally in-human for a person to be even FUNCTIONING at this hour, but...I am, and the very best thing happened to me the other night! I got my period!! *dances ( Read more... )

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense."
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Found on: Longing to be thin.

Nuff said.

I want this so bad that I can taste it, and no it's not just the food I'm shoving down my throat ( Read more... )

Oh man, I just binged badly.

I suck at life.

Well the awful cramps that I had yesterday went away, and I successfully resisted the temptation of mall fast-foot. So here's the stats ( Read more... )

Oh man, something's totally wrong with me *hold stomach and winces* I ate breakfast about 1/2 an hour ago. Yoghurt. I don't know what it is, I've been eating that crap for so long, and now all of the sudden I'm having a serious reaction to it. *More stomach cramps. Whimpers* I decided not to do my exersizes this weekend, but that can't have ( Read more... )

So right now, I majorly want to binge, grocery shopping does that to me...I made it through the whole store, Dunkin Donuts, and Mc Donalds, andyet I still feel the urge to stuff my fat, ugly face *Sighs* which is why I'm posting here...I'm sincerely hoping that this journal will help keep me on track *crosses fingers ( Read more... )

Oh man, today has been a hard day so far ( Read more... )