It's been a year again. A good ritual to start I think ( Read more... )

So let me tell you what you've missed ( Read more... )

It been a whole year since I wrote on this red page ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I thought about becoming a cold-hearted bitch.
That time has come.

Oh i wish i could just take you away and keep you in the safety of my cupboard.
I dont know what i should do.
I'm not going to ask you to run away.
But maybe you know emancipation isnt so bad.
We could just take care of each other forever.
They never have to know.
I need you too Rachaela, if you leave.
I might become mentally disoriented.

I Know of whats wrong.
I Tried to fix it. Tried to want less.
Life tried to live up to 'too much'.
Too much in people.
Want too much in relationships.
And I think the Teevee must take blame.
For if walking down a gr e y road takes me places.
then take me down a gr a y road.
For grey skies await,
right down to earlimart.

Shadows looking for the right people.

Milo left us quite a while back.
I guess once you experience death you tend not to give your love so freely.
It gets harder each time.

Days like these have been missed.
You miss someone so much, you try to do your best with that day.
You do everything the same as it was before.
It works. Makes us feel like nothings' changed.
Even the silence doesnt matter.

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