its funny, all my life ive never dreamed of anything. anything except writing. i used to write feriouscly. never spelling a word correctly, but filling page after page. i always used to stop myself short. scared of running out of journal pages. but the truth was, i rarely finsihed a journal before buying a new one. and rushing through the ( Read more... )

So, my cinema class got invited to go to the Cannes Film Festival. Of course, this is a once (literally) in a lifetime opportunity. It will never ever happen again. And thus, everyone is conviced that I must go ( Read more... )

seriously. im not who i was last year. im happy. i was happy. now why do i want to return to the state that i was in, say last december?

lyn

move here. i dont want to leave. thanks have a nice day!

so this weekend= a maz ing. raissa was over sat. nite and me and the host parents went to go see brokeback mountain after dinner. good film, not so good to see at 10 o clock at nite ( Read more... )

if you work on a project together (teacher not student chosen partners) and the boy is cute, french, and named vincent, after asks you what you are doing... the answer is NOT getting a water before my cinema class.. is it?

yes, i am an idiot. just go on and tell me

im starting to suck at this again, i promise ill try harder ( Read more... )

so this is the new year...

new years was good. austria was a nice change. but it turns out the 31st my host mothers father died. everyones sad now... and i dont know how to act.

since so much has changed for me personally back home... can some one just tell me that on a grand scheme everything is normal and ok? honestly. i need something from me requesting a plane ticket and trying to sort everything out before christmas.

please... someone.

ive been told i dont update this thing enough. some think its because i havea social life. really its just because i dont have wireless internet acess for my maccie. and im pretty goddamned lazy ( Read more... )