i feel stressed and depressed of course. nothing unusual. I not crying too much anymore. I feel worthless. i'm worthless at work, home and school. so yea, that would make me worthless altogether. which is why people always have to say stuff and make fun of me. which makes me feel worse about myself. say anything positive, and i can find a way to ( Read more... )

I have paint all over me and it won't come off cuz it's latex paint. That's ok I'll wear pants tomorrow. No one has to see my paity legs, but my hands and arms still show. I hope I got more on the walls then on me. But it was worth it, I made money off it. So that's good ( Read more... )

So I saw Batman Returns last night. And let me tell ya. If you go to the movies, don't see it. Wait and rent it and save your money. It's a good movie, a lot of action, whatever. But if your a Batman fan you will not like it. The beginnings slow. There is no evil villian. Usually they have soemone cool like the Riddler, Joker, and so on. This one ( Read more... )

Voting starts tomorrow...I think...?

Anyways everyon should go here...

http://www.battleofthebands.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/nosecondchances/

So i haven't updated in a while....a long while. I've been really busy, or it seems like it. What happened since like 4 weeks ago...a lot of stuff, but i can't remember. Let's see ( Read more... )

So I went for job interview today. There was a fre other people she had to interview too. She said they had like 7 spots to fill. She said she would call back tonight, and she did. I got to go for an orentation tuesday at 430, and i can't wear jeans(note to self). So I got the job. AHH I got a job. Lets see how long this lasts. Hopefully long, I ( Read more... )

Wair till I have time to write about what happened monday..ohh boyyy, what a story.

It's my brother's 19th birthday today!

I have a job interview tomorrow!...Everyone wish me luck!

Carrie won American Idol. I never got into this show until now...it's kinda fun to be a part of things that people constantly talk about. How exciting

I don't know whats going on right now. I took my pills over 2 and a half hours ago. EVery is so fcuked up right at this moment. RX sleeping pills are suppose to work, they put you to sleep. Thats why I go to the dcotors to get these majical pills. THey shoulda have put me to bed. I should be passed out right now. The side effects when you go on ( Read more... )

I'll write in here tomorrow. I got some feelings to put down, but I have to go take my pills. Pass out and what not. I'll erase this when I write next time, if I have time tomorrow.

It was my birhtday thursday! I turned 16! It was great too! I got my permit! and I drove a lot that day. Atcually I've drove everyday, all over. It's great. Turning 16 is the only birthday where you atcually feel older. I have over a thousand dollars for a car saved up, hopefully I'll get a job and have enought maoney to buy a decent car by the end ( Read more... )