Well ok i had been having a little trouble deciding things about people lately mainly whether to continue going out with jacob. Now that its over i realize that i change to much about who i am and who i hang out with when i go out with him anyway i'll get to that in a min i had been having doubts and it seems as though he had changed but he's ( Read more... )

Its pretty bad when you can't stand your own parents and no its not just because of my being a teenager or whatever its because of their actions. The word "Love" has no meaning for me when addressed to them. They have separated me from everything I Have ever loved and then expect me to be able to love them. My sister Dione Is the most important ( Read more... )

Its pretty bad when you can't stand your own parents and no its not just because of my being a teenager or whatever its because of their actions. The word "Love" has no meaning for me when addressed to them. They have separated me from everything I Have ever loved and then expect me to be able to love them. My sister Dione Is the most important ( Read more... )

I still have a major thing for that guy but I know i can't do anything about that anymore. I like the Quote: " Should I Smile because we're friends Or Cry because thats all we'll ever be ( Read more... )

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I really don't understand Why life has to be like this. I am going out with Jacob and I guess things are still going ok, But i'm confused I mean i'm getting the feeling that i'm not meant to be with him, and even though i am getting this feeling I still have hope that its going to miraculously get better. Its so stupid though because we were ( Read more... )

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so yeah that all passed whatever my sister calls me the other day and is like hey what was up with you and that guy i was like nohting huh what why she goes well mom asked me about it and asked if i knew what had happened ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this journal before i've been around for a little while but never written i've never had much to write in it i usually use my other diary but i decided i might as well use this one. Right now i am extremely disappointed in myself and my situation. I'm not really sad ok well yeah i am but not as much as i am dissappointed. In ( Read more... )