Comments | lynxyoukai: -shrugs-

lynxyoukai

-shrugs-

Dec 31, 2005 20:53

i haven't written anything in a while. i'm not really talking to anyone much...kinda my fault...kinda not. i'm not saying it is someone else's fault, i am just saying that it isn't completely my fault. i mean, i have only been on a lot later at night...but enough of that. i really wish i had someone to hold right now...it hurts so much being alone ( Read more... )

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orions_tears January 1 2006, 03:49:08 UTC

-hugs tightly- I know this kind of hug isn't the same, but I love you, Ookami. Just thought you should know that you aren't alone.

-Yo

lynxyoukai January 1 2006, 09:12:42 UTC

-hugs back- sory...if i spell worng..i'm really fu cking drunk. i just played a lot of round of shit on ur neighbor drinking style. it was fun but really drinky...anyway, i just wanted to say thank you. i am really feeling shity...under the happy-drunk i am...thank you for the hug...i am really deep in sadness

23886 January 1 2006, 08:10:11 UTC

dang that sucks, I know all too well what that's like,and I hate to say the same old thing over, but you'll eventually snap out of it and become used to life. sorry you're currently going through your own hell, but I have no power in it anyways so I don't know why I'm commenting...

oh well, wish you tons of luck with your muse, they're tricky buggers

lynxyoukai January 1 2006, 09:14:27 UTC

the muse is really trickyu. i swear he is tormenting me for the fuck of it. agin, sorry if i am speeling wrong..drunk me is pretty happy but a horrible speeller. anyway, i am drunk but i am so happy to know people are still reading. -hugs tightly- thank you so much.

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lynxyoukai January 2 2006, 04:44:03 UTC

i know...i am just cold and distant as it says. i have been brooding for a while and am very lonely... oh well, thank you for being there.

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lynxyoukai January 2 2006, 05:07:23 UTC

...i guess so. ^_^

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lynxyoukai January 2 2006, 23:53:26 UTC

i have a sharp knife...and a sharp predator's hunting knife. i mean if i'm gonna get a knife i want something sharp. it is wierd about the moon. i have been going outside for a number of days...and i haven't seen it...it pisses me off. i just want to see it...need to see it. i look to the sky often too...something out there calls to me. dreams are definately strange...i don't know. maybe the blood is emotion...emotion i need to let out...but won't...not now...not yet...

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lynxyoukai January 5 2006, 01:05:21 UTC

oh no...i just have some knives. nothing really special. i just like knives. i have felt particularily drawn to the moon for most of my life...more so now. i still reach out to it but as of yet i am unable to touch her. there is nothing wrong with being drawn to the wind. i am more of a night kinda of guy...i like the night sky and watching the moon rise and the sun fall.

blurredserenity January 3 2006, 18:06:24 UTC

you remind me of my boyfriend.
before I met him, his journal said those exact things.
and... he used the name fallen lynx.
its sort of ironic, I guess....

lynxyoukai January 3 2006, 21:06:03 UTC

that is a little wierd...it's kinda how i've always felt...this, i mean...you know? it is a little ironic that your old boyfriend and i seem kinda the same....