Lol.. My life has been pretty crazy lately. My habit of sleeping 10 hours a day is catching up to me and I'm missing a lot of stuff that I otherwise wouldn't think of missing on a typical day. For instance I wake up at 2pm and my roomate just got back from some random venture, damn I missed it! Or I wake up at 5pm on a sunday cuz of partying too ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit down and read my older entires here and just think to myself how far along I've come in life.. Now that I'm 23.. I don't feel 23.. I still think I'm a kid at heart. I still love a good time, I enjoy drinking and partying with friends. Hmm, I guess that is kinda grown up if you think about it. I mean, 10 years ago that stuff couldn't ( Read more... )

I wish I could just drug myself and fall asleep.. I have too many ( Read more... )

So... past few days have been okay. My grandfather passed away today around 12:30pm EST.. It's pretty saddening, considering I didn't even get to say goodbye. But, my father mentioned it wouldn't have mattered because he was pretty incoherent in his past few weeks. He went through a ton of problems that ranged from kidney failure to heart attacks. ( Read more... )

It's ironic how I'm there for people when they're down and how i try to be there for people and all. When things come my way, nobody is here for me. Why is that? Why don't people have the fucking decency nowdays to at least give you some mutual respect and fucking be there for you when you're down? IS THAT TOO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK? JESUS CHRIST ( Read more... )

k, so last night I went out with my neighbor again.. met up with him at a bar on campus.. they had dollar a draft night.. you buy a cup thingy and the first fill for 3.50 and then every fill after that is 1 dollar.. so naturally I made good use of that cost :) we did a double shot also, not sure what the hell it was.. but it wasnt bad at all.. the ( Read more... )

So last night my neighbor comes home from work when I'm outside smoking, he's like "what are you doing tonite". I was like "nothing, likely" lol.. anyway he invited me to go to a bar where his co-workers were and shit so we go and it turns out being okay at first. I mean I didn't know anyone or anything so I was kinda quiet at first, but then when ( Read more... )

Lol.. I just looked back all the way to sara's time with me and all. And I realized all my post are bitching about one thing or another. It's kinda funny actually how I cried so much about things. I'm still kinda the same way, I'm like super proactive and I hate things that take a long time :\ Unfortunately, that's a horrible trait and I need to ( Read more... )

Okay i feel like spilling my guts here for once, some place I know people won't read and some place I know that I can say absolutely anything unprotested and unoffensive. Hmm, now the story goes ( Read more... )

Turns out we actually broke up after 3 1/2 years and 1 1/2 years living together on and off. Who would have thought?