Wow... so I wake up at fucking 7:45am after I go to sleep at 4:30am just to go with her to her family "gathering" at her grandmother's grave (who died a year and 1-2 weeks ago).. Yep.. I'm running on 4 hours and xx minutes of sleep JUST for her because I love her... soooo.. Her father asked everyone to be there at 8.. 8:10 rolls around and we haven ( Read more... )

My fondest memory of complete happiness in life would immediately have to be when I was in 4th grade. Right before school let out every year, the teachers cut loose and let everyone have fun.. we had baseball practice every night and 2 games a week. Life was good. I remember this was before sex and responsibility had complicated every aspect of ( Read more... )

So yeah I know I haven't posted in a while.. Upon arriving back in California to live I was definitely occupied for a while.. I guess I forgot about live journal for the longest time but I felt the urge to post again for once. ANYWAYS, everything here has far from gone as planned. I do get along with Annie very well for a majority, but we are two ( Read more... )

Moving likely tomorrow morning =] I'm excited and a little nervous.. the actual drive is 30 hours.. but gotta take into account this is gonna take like 8 gas stops(which is where i'll grab my food and drinks too) and 1 sleep stop and possibly a few bathroom stops but I'll try to link the bathroom stop to gas/food stops so I don't have to stop as ( Read more... )

I am packing my stuff up.. and going to be with annie.. is that crazy? I've known her a year maybe.. i've talked to her like a year at least.. I've heavily talked to her for about 6 months and EMOTIONALLY talked to her for about 3 months.. I finally visited her and we hit it off so well that I almost cried when I left.. It took every ounce of ( Read more... )

Hmm so what has happened lately? A lot. I went to los angeles and just got back a few days ago. I spent a week and a half with annie. The time I had there was simply amazing.. it was like a dream. I'm glad I gave the e-dating thing a chance. I was skeptical due to past experiances but I finally just gave up and went for it cuz I always kinda had ( Read more... )

Hmm ... So i've been a little busy lately with stuff.. Trying to make a little money selling things off in the game I play online. Of course it's one of those lame fantasy games but it has also given me a nice amount of pocket change.. and for a spare time "hobby" that has in theory paid for itself ( Read more... )

So.. what's been up lately? Umm.. been trying to hang out with ppl more.. have more fun with my life and of course.. been drinking a bit more then before.. Idk.. I actually find peace in alcohol and I like the flavor of beer, so sue me. No, I'm not an alcoholic - At least that's what I tend to think.. But I mean, just laying back watching tv.. ( Read more... )

Not really in the mood to post a whole lot but umm.. Lately my life has been interesting.. Just giving random things a chance that I usually would overlook. I'm also kinda trying to "weed out" the assholes in my life so of course I don't sponge off their attitude and end up being similar.. that's something I don't need ( Read more... )

Well.. The amanda issue blew up in my face. She wanted to hang out with Jason then asked me for approval.. I mean not that she had to, just that she felt it was respectful to ask me if it was okay to hang it with jason. And I of course opposed cuz jason is my friend and I thought it was wrong for a friend of mine to hang out with a girl I felt ( Read more... )