i think that things are looking up for me ( Read more... )

whilst you told me what you had to say i felt my self fall
i feltmy will to go on die
as i had the pills in my mouth
you would have never known what i was thinking
i felt them sowly desolve as i didn't have enough never to
swollow
when did things get so bad
i miss the day i cried with joy not with sadness
i will rise again and you'll be okay

hey ya all ( Read more... )

This all seems to be getting to hard ( Read more... )

you never wanted friendship
you wanted dependence
you never wanted love
just Dependence
you thought you were nice
but you just wanted to force Dependence
i am independent
not dependent
you didin't wont that
you just wonted
Dependence!!!!!!!!!

work hasn't been too bad ( Read more... )

lets take a ride on the country side ( Read more... )

i think that things are getting harder by the min
why cant i have a normal sis
i think soon ill losse her and the plot
fuck keep it together for my parents is proving to be hard

in all the coments left the other day i found out that i really do have good friends that will be there to the end ( Read more... )

and to my gals you are all so good to put up with my dranken shit....you all rock...from what i remember sat nite was fun and i love you all
see you guys(hayls&stac) tomrow
mwah