to cat the only thing i want to say is that this is a shit thing to happern to friends and granted it was also my folt but i am always willing to be sivile to you and i am sorry that this didnt happern another way.. you tourt me alot cat and for that i thank you and will never forget the good times and the lessons i've learnt..thank you..truly!

well some people act like there your friends ( Read more... )

i feel stuck in between two thoughts and feelings ( Read more... )

there a better things to live than fighting and the worst bit is i feel ilke thats all i do ( Read more... )

got drunk yesterday and no gals i dont wanna know what i did... i am too worried bout the result... things have been really werid for me lstly and im glad i got felix..his the best thing in my life if i feed him his loves me...

there has been alot going down this week and last week
i now have 3jobs and i am also loosing weight
me and my boy are happy
and felix can drop now and his nearly all tolet traineed

got the jt cd today its so the shit..hehe ( Read more... )

things today seem to be a bit better
things in my mind seem a bit clearer
i hope that in time im alot happier....

well the britny concert was the biggest let down of the week..it was crap and i was looking forwad to it for ages and then ..... shit.. i dunno it wasnt good

i think i need to get off the puter as my cats attcking my hand
xoxo
lynzie

i seem to be blinded by tires..
dont close your eyes this is my fear
your the fear inside me
you cant say you miss something if you dont try to see..
you arent here to care..

ihate no it alls
they are right never wrong

and i dunno this is all crap

no such thing as a normal life

things will get easier to handle with the needle in your arm let it all waste away. you couldnt call whist your head in the bucket. the empty word or your other self isnt enough to make me sain. your not the same any more.. your not you.. your taken over by a cemical. there is no such thing as bloods thicker than water with you any more as theres ( Read more... )