i am so overwhelmed by my life right now. i feel lost and like i'm losing my mind. i don't know if it's cause i'm so busy all the time or if i'm unhappy with being in the troupe. i know i need to let go of control and enjoy it again. it's hard because i feel like we suck. i feel like we need to step it up for the upcoming big show, but am ( Read more... )

I just started painting our bathroom. I only did the first coat of paint on the trim...Ultra White. I know, sounds boring, but if you could see the putrid yellow color it is right now, you'd understand. And after all, it's only the trim that will be white. I think I'm going to try to match the funky pinkish-purple color of the tiles in the ( Read more... )

i am beyond fried. i have little faith in humanity, especially with all the fraud out there. it's insane. i got scammed at work and, in turn, caused another person/business to get scammed. It's been a really fucking awful experience. i wish that people could be nice and not be so fucking shallow-hearted. i know stuff like this has ALWAYS ( Read more... )

I'm feeling overwhelmed by all that I "have" to do. Tomorrow I don't have class in the morning so I'm going to use that time to drop off some papers and go to the Center for Creative Photography. I haven't been there in over a year- since Duane Michaels yelled at me for trying to make art. Hmm. I wonder if my not going has been related to that ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)HighLevel 2 (Lustful)ModerateLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ModerateLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

I'm up at this wee hour on a Saturday morning because I was woken up by our dog wretching in our bed and then purging all over it. With such a tramatic awaking, I can't fall back asleep. So I thought, "why not update my LJ?" And here I am ( Read more... )

I am so tired of "constipators." You know, people who like to stir shit up and then not do anything to get things in order again. The kind of folks who always point fingers, can't be responsible, and cannot lend a positive option for resolution to any problem. The worst part of the whole ordeal with these people is that they somehow get off on ( Read more... )

blarg. i wish that i didn't have to fly back to fucking oklahoma for xmas. when did the "holiday" quit being fun? am i just too cynical and annoyed now to enjoy it? personally, I am not enjoying any of the commercialism or other bullshit (like people honking their horns at you every time they fuck up while driving). I wish that somehow we ( Read more... )

so we aquired a dog over thanksgiving break. my uncle was going to give it to the pound, so we took it to save it. he's pretty cute and a year old. the cat doesn't like him yet, but she stopped hating him, so that's a good sign. if i knew how to post photos here, i would post one of the dog. could someone help me out with that ( Read more... )

Today has been a great day! I slept in late! I straightened up the spare bedroom and hung all of my costume stuff back up in the closet. I went to tribal class for 4 hours and finally feel like I've got a hold of the u-shaped chorus thing ( Read more... )