I have come to the conclusion that I may have to take the step myself and just let her go. As mush as it pains me and is nothing that I want to do. But after thinking about what some people have said and givin my options it might just be for the best. I can not live with myself knowing I am causeing her to be unhappy or cause her to have more ( Read more... )

After some time and a lot of over thinking on my part. I was talking to Brian and he made me think a little less by asking me some questions. Seeing how he had just been going through this not to long ago I knew he would have insight. This is what I have come to ( Read more... )

Let me start by saying that Im sorry for what I have been writing ( Read more... )

Ok this is the thrid time I have tried to write it ( Read more... )

I went and saw my uncle today. I was wondering what he wanted. He just wanted to see If I was doing anything for thanksgiving. I told him thank you for the offer. But I already had other plans. I made me think, that if I didn't have any other plans. I don't think anyone would have asked. It sort of the way things go for me. He did mention some ( Read more... )

Why do I get up everyday ( Read more... )

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It's just HOT!!! In the last month I have been in 4 different states in the pass month. Let me tell you. By far this part of California has been the hotest. It has been between 106-113. That for the most part isn't to bad. Im sort of used to it. But with this freeky weather, we have had humidity. Now this has just been way to much for even me. Ugg ( Read more... )

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I so much I want to write down but just don't have the time to write anything today. But I will be in the next few days puttin somthing down. It going to take me a little bit to get my thoughts together so that every one can understand them.