well, made it through the day

[lyria_theringer]

Headed into work today. Made it through, though it was the longest day I've had in a while. I had so much work to do, that I barely had a minute to take a breath. Didn't even get to check my email or my journal at all today

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[siradaono]

have you tried Benedril to dry up the inner ear? Might work?

hmmmm

[lyria_theringer]

never thought of that.. I have some, and I could use some sleep too. Maybe i should give it a shot.

Thanks (((ada)))

[gondoriangirl]

Oh, I am so sorry to hear about your wobbly issues. I hope they go away really soon. Any chance you can get to a massage therapist...that could help a bit.

I think they will go away soon

[lyria_theringer]

but the massage therapy is interesting. I have been meaning to go for a while, so maybe this is the incentive I needed.

Thanks ((((GG))))

[maidoforange]

Oooh, (((((Lyria))))). That vertigo thing sounds scary. I hope it improves soon. As to the relationship thing, that is scary to. My thoughts are with you ad I hope the best happens.

thanks ((((MoO))))

[lyria_theringer]

I appreciate your support, more than you know!

[shiny_elfriend]

I am glad you checked in, since I was wondering how your day was going. Take it as slow as you can so your body can recover, ok?

As to the relationship issue, I won't speculate on what is going on, but I can tell you from recent experience two seemingly contradictory pieces of advice:

1. Try not to leave something left unsaid or unasked for too long. All unspoken things hang between you like a wall that won't allow you to come together and resolve anything, and

2. Don't rush into a conversation you aren't ready for. Allow your intuition to guide you in finding the right time for that talk.

I am not sure what the magic is to find the balance between those two pieces of advice, but if you trust yourself, you're halfway there. ((((((Lyria))))))

Thank you...

[lyria_theringer]

While they seem to be contradictory, they are both wise pieces of advice.

All I know is that I can't try to have that conversation when I am too emotional. Nothing makes a man shy away like tears that make him feel guilty. Since I cried most of the night, I knew it wasn't time. That and the fact that there was a playoff hockey game on. Can you just imagine how little he would retain of that converstation? haha

Estellye, I am so glad that we have begun to talk. It a gift to me. thank you

[lin4gondor]

I shall be praying that your vertigo clears up (inner ears are easily affected by bad infections like you had) as well as for wisdom, courage and the opportunity to speak the words that need to be said. I'll pray, too, that they are received in such a way that real conversation can take place and these things that have been up in the air so long can be settled between you.

(((((lin)))))))

[lyria_theringer]

You are so smart. I wonder what I would do without you?

Yes, my biggest fear is that when I finally find the courage and strength to say the things I need to say, that they will fall on deaf ears, or worse, be brushed of as emotional and thus invalid.