I've never let anyone in before.... never let anyone deep inside. I don't even know how that is done. I don't know how to let someone be near to me. Do I fear that? I must.

Robbie

I just want to scream. I don't know how to talk to him. He can't handle such a mess. I've made a mistake... a huge mistake. He thinks that I'm his true love, and I ( Read more... )

lost yourself in the couch swimming with all the change again...

*sighs*

just one constant slap in the face...keeps you awake...*tear falls ( Read more... )

I'm slipping again..... help me! Please?! Someone just push me.. motivate me... do something! Someone grab my hand... please? I'm lost again. I'm fading again. *sighs* no... not again. Not me.. not again ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I'm awake. I'm a bit out of it. No one is online. The time was set back an hour. I gained an hour of sleep. I suppose that's a good thing. Right? Turn back time.... don't you wish you could turn back time? I do. *sighs* I do ( Read more... )

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I'm torn between two worlds: one possesses truth and light, the other is dominated by lies and darkness. This pain deep within has frozen my heart and sometimes I find myself incapable of emotion. My heart is screaming... I can hear it. It's a deafening outcry. Right now I'm craving tears... I want this pain and anguish to liquefy and evaporate. * ( Read more... )

What giving up gives you
and where giving up takes you...

Maybe you blew it, maybe you reflect on past actions and wince with remorse. If so, this dream called "The Room" is dedicated to you....

( ThE_rOoM )

Fortune Cookie from my sister's birthday dinner expressed the following:

"Every excess becomes a vice."

Lucky numbers: 6, 8, 30, 32, 36, 42

Learn - I'd like a cup of tea.

Chinese - Wo xiang-yao yi-bei cha

HAPPY BIRFDAY, KATRINA!!! SWEET SIXTEEN! *hugs -n- kisses ( Read more... )