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it's back.
strong craving for sleep yet afraid to sleep when i have the chance.
the fear of the flashbacks.
the fear of mentally beating myself up over pointless past mistakes.
it's always the "falling" of "falling asleep" that terrifies me. -
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angry but can't for the life of me remember my effective methods of venting anger.
now it's just building up... -
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on a macroscale, priorities are all wrong ( Read more... ) -
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trying hard not to care about what others think...
yet not being seen in a positive light stings a bit. -
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still don't know whether i am happier or not ( Read more... ) -
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a mere drop of any kind of power and the delusion of being on top of the world kicks in.
then discrimination and injustice towards the weak ensues and the count of polluted souls further inclines.
a bitter race, a bitter world.
the disgusting human greed for power. -
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before i was too skeptical, not trusting enough.
nowadays, the other extreme.
not skeptical enough, too trusting.
i'm a fool,
what i was afraid i would become if i met enough kind people.
there is such thing as too much of a good thing. -
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Looked down from the second floor of the mall to see a long line of families waiting to take pictures with Santa ( Read more... ) -
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how can people so easily hurt others?
how can they be so shamelessly selfish?
how can they be so deaf and blind to the lives of others?
how can everyone else save and protect themselves from the cruelty of these fallen angels?
Why is injustice protected and justice buried?
Why are cries for help left unheard?
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There's always some degree of guilt lingering...