so the past _______ (whatever's) in my life have sucked immensely. I realized I am the girl that no body wants. I want to be loved, and not used. I want happiness that isn't fake and deceitful. I want to be loved. I want to be happy. I just want a new life. I don't want to be ida anymore, I want to be someone that everybody looks up to b/c ( Read more... )

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According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...


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So last night i was talking on line to chris and we talked about many things. For one we discussed our lack of knowledge dealing in the physical aspects of a relationship. Neither of us really have experience. i just said how before i went to college i wanted to lose my virginity, maybe that's stupid, but i don't think so. anyway. He flipped ( Read more... )

So, it started out really shitty with me thinking i bombed all my sos rounds. Then George and I SUCK HARDCORE and we went like 4,1,5 and so... NUTHIN THERE ( Read more... )

I'm sick so i have to entertain myslef ok??
Ida

so i definitely haven't written in a long time, o well ( Read more... )

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So for the past few days Andy Newhall and I have been talking and discussing our feelings for each other. Last night I was asked to attend his concert at 2nd Pres. I went. It was good but his voice was hoarse and then it cracked on the last song. After his set, he asked to go on a walk with me. It was fun, we went outside and sat on the fron steps ( Read more... )