for a moment, i remembered you and how it felt like magic when our lips touched. i gasped as if i were waking out of my most recent nightmare. and, the moment was through ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like no one is listening. to speak louder would be to engage in too many made up things because nothing i say holds any value unless i write it all down for you and sign at the "x ( Read more... )

i've decided i KIND of dislike livejournal because people think that all your entries are looking for sympathy. but sometimes it's easier to say things when you have the opportunity to backspace and delete and over-write 3 times before it's finished. it's much easier than saying things on the spot. oh well.sometimes the movie playing on the back of ( Read more... )

lendme Y0UR lips (10:32:46 PM): i bought the from first to last cd today
sheburns89 (10:32:47 PM): good girl
sheburns89 (10:32:51 PM): good girl
lendme Y0UR lips (10:32:55 PM): lol
sheburns89 (10:32:58 PM): you're amazing
sheburns89 (10:33:03 PM): i am calling you right now

i <3 him

SiDE N0TE: my livejournal is taking a slight break.

the ( Read more... )

you're the kinda guy whose hands in mine sends shivers up & down my spine

sometimes it's embarassing to talk to you, to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through the version of myself i try to hide behind. and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty..your love, regardless of the mistakes i make, spoils me. my confidence, in a ( Read more... )

so i had that chaotic dinner party at the orchard park country club tonight. there was a huge wedding party going on. i saw the bride and she had my IDEAL wedding dress (if i EVER get married). it was strapless and absolutely gorgeous, she looked beautiful. anyway, my mom and my uncle went outside to have a cigarette and i went with. so i'm outside ( Read more... )

tonight was the first night in weeks i've got to talk to really talk to brandon..he always cheers me up. ugh, i love that boy so.

( everytime i look at you, it hurts so bad )

the lack of update was because i was unhappy with my layout. ;)holy unimaginable. ELEVEN DAYS. someone shoot me. i'm not ready to go back. i haven't even experienced summer yet. i see these profiles and journals that are like, "OMG the memories of summer 2004..." and i just want to tell them all to shove it. if i listed the memories of my summer ( Read more... )

Dear Anonymous,
I could say a million things that come straight from my heart, and you probably wouldn't listen. Just give me the one-word answers that could mean anything. Be sarcastic. Be mean. I never know if you're kidding. I just wish I could get it all out at once and say LISTEN, THIS IS HOW I FEEL. But it's me.. and I can't do that. You were ( Read more... )

you can sin or you can spend the night alonei've been eating salt water taffy all day. (because i went to the erie county fair) i just feel really gross. i went to the doctor last week and i gained 5 pounds. that's not such a big deal, except that i only grew a quarter of an inch. okay i'm still skinny and i only weigh 107lbs. but this might be my ( Read more... )