my last full day in north carolina ( Read more... )

well I can't say much other than Sam left on vacation like a week ago so I got real depressed so I started smoking again. and then i got caught and it wasnt ciggeretts. so yeah im fucked and then i found out that my dad got a new job and i didnt even know he was looking for a new one and we have to move to TN which will be OH SO MUCH FUN! actually ( Read more... )

well i woke up this morning feeling like crap. but maybe that was bc last night i slit open my thumb with my knife. i didnt really mean to but i wanted to see how sharp it was. yea its pretty sharp. but the blood was kinda cool. well anyway, i came downstairs to update my LJ and i saw that there were 3 posts from my journal entry last night. there ( Read more... )

well ive sat here thinking... whats the point in trying to live on this earth when no one cares about you and you are nothing to everyone. i havent changed any lives and i sure as hell wont ever bc i cant do ditly squat. which blows monkey balls. oh well....

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trinity

sometimes hiding behind a mask isnt all craked up to be. i just wish i could be myself but i can't. it sucks really it does. i wish other people knew how this is but they dont bc many people just are who they are. like one of my really good friends. omg she is awesome. she is who she is all the time and doesnt care what people think of her. i wish ( Read more... )

dude... today i woke up at 6:15 and got ready to go to guitar center! HOLY SHIT!! there was soooo much stuff on sale. my friend got a guitar that is normally 800 bucks for 400 and i got an Ibanez thats normally $1500 for ONLY FIVE HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS!!! i was soooooo happy! HEE HEE :-D!! its really cool and i just tuned it and im soo excited. ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

to be the oldest, to have to unplug the toliet when siblings plug it up with a bug and frickin 20 rolls of fucking toliet paper and then have it over flow which then leaks to the ceiling of the 1st floor above the OTHER bathroom and then get yelled at for it flowing over when you were just trying to help bc you had to go pee and were too lazy to go ( Read more... )

i just went for a wendy's run. i love wendys but i love taco bell more but taco bell is farther away and i was tired. my parents showed up at like 10 with my bro and sis. i cant believe they went to a party without me. oh well it probably blew anyways ( Read more... )

well right now im wishing i was dead. i missed the stimulus concert bc i fell asleep and then couldnt wake up when i did wake up plus my parents went MIA and i dont know where they went and they wont answer there damn cell phone.

i wish that if a guy didnt like a girl he wouldnt act like he likes her just to be nice ya know? i mean come on. if you ( Read more... )