Still have yet to find the ring. Let's see. Aaron spent the night at Jmo's last night, so I didn't get to talk to him. I spent most of the night on the phone with David instead, which completely sucked. I think I'd have rather been dead. Right now, I'm debating on what to do. I feel like spending the entire day by myself, which would be both nearly ( Read more... )

This seems to be the place for my angst. Right now, just kind of mixed up in my mind. It's actually amusing, because my most minimal problem is my highest concern...I lost the ring Aaron gave me. It's driving me insane trying to find it. *sighs* Being sick sucks pretty badly. I feel terrible. I really am glad that Aaron stayed up with me last night ( Read more... )

When will my perpetual confusion find a resolution. Will it be with death? I pray that somewhere this ends. I miss life the way it used to be, the way that life was meant for me. I don't know what's going on. I really don't. Please, whatever God, angel, or devil exists...I need something to turn to. I find myself searching for things that aren't ( Read more... )

Be loyal, honest, and true. Or do what's beneficial and enjoyable? I don't know. I know what decision I will end up making. Whatever is the most horrible, dishonest, and overall bad thing. That will be my choice, because it always is. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm at all sane. If I am, then I am horrid. If not, insanity is my pathetic excuse for my

I met an angel.

I Have No Life

Looking back on previous posts, I've learned the importance of detail. Being so vague, I can't recall what even happened on the days. Just random comments on events long forgotten ( Read more... )

Soy eggnog is a crime...always.

WARNING: PSYCHO-SELF DEPRESSIVE ENTRY ( Read more... )

Alright ( Read more... )