Tired, with tons of homework, and on top of that I have the sickness that I've only ever explained to jordan. And sad. Just so...sad.

I destroyed my life. So much, so fast. I destroyed it. I almost lost everything. Now I have one person left that I won't leave. That's why I'm here. But I guess in a week or so it won't matter. Because I'll never have what I had. I didn't appreciate it. My friends, my classes, my life. Gone. Except one. Everyone else doesn't matter. No one matters ( Read more... )

No power. Running the comp off a generator. Stressing terribly. Aaron's coming in two days and i'm completely stressing. x_x ugh. I can't see anything, i know i'm forgetting something, i wanna talk to jordan. I'm dying studying for this stupid test.

What keeps me going?

Awaiting Samhain, my first one spent with someone I can actually enjoy it

Last night was ok. Hung out for a little while, got invited to a halloween party, discussed the chaos theory with someone from the opponent's band. All that good stuff. Didn't get to sleep much. Was woken up by Greg pounding on the door. Drugs accusations. That's what I woke up to, drugs accusations. They found some pills in my pocket while doing ( Read more... )

You know how life just sucks? Yeah, just thought I'd remind you. It does. Anyways, it turns out ( Read more... )

just...sad

I thought I was talking to jojo and made this really long heartfelt speech. Then I was informed it was mimi's sn, not jojo's. don't i feel smart

Never help anyone. Nothing good will ever come out of it so just don't do it. And people, yeah...stay away from them. Us..people. Stay away from people. Don't love either. Love is bad. Bad bad bad. And friendship...i just don't know anymore. How can I love someone so much who sometimes makes me so upset? How can I love anyone as much as them? just ( Read more... )

Now I know why things are the way they are.
And I'm sorry

Why ( Read more... )