As of now, I'm pretty much just a useless person. I only piss people off or make them upset. I can't do a single thing right. I've always hated the person I was. Since I was a kid because I knew I was a fucking loser, stupid, and could never do anything to make anyone truely proud. And its the truth. I seriously, don't know what I'll do now. Live ( Read more... )

I hate myself. With all my fucking heart. I'm such a horrible person....

When you know you have been drinking....You walk out the bathroom with your pants to the floor wondering where your pants are. I didn't bother to buckle the belt either. Figured they would be coming off sooner or later whenever I hit th ebed. Why can't I find people who can drink good. I mean, don't get me wrong Amelia drinks but can't hold it woo ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here playing my Dads Ovation that my mom got him for his birthday, which he told her she can take it back to the store because he doesn't like it. Its a 900 dollar guitar. Its nice and has the most beautiful sound. But my mom was heart broken. Back in the day when my dad had his badass band, he had an Ovation but sold it to buy a ( Read more... )

So here is what happened. I was helping Amy out in the back building with cleaning out the kennels for the stray cats. I knew what all to do and everything but I have never known what farrel means and we haven't had one since I have been there. So after we are finished cleaning we start putting cats back into their kennels. Well I go to reach ( Read more... )