I honestly cannot see myself without you at this point. I love you like no other, and just when it seems like things are perfect, they only get better. I love you for you, for the person who you wanna be, and for the person you can be. I love you in all aspects of yourself. Perfect, or not, you're still my one and only. I know it seems I babble on ( Read more... )

THINGS I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST:

-This month would've been the month our baby was born. He/she is always in my prayers. I'm a sinner and what I did was obviously wrong. There was nothing right about it. We made a selfish mistake, but what can we do now? Nothing. All we can do is pray and pray. I miss my baby unborn. I often wonder what he/she ( Read more... )

Thank God I have Siene Prudente. One of the realest I've known. Being without my boyfriend, it's always wonderful to have a piece of him with me. His bestfriend keeps me fucking sane, what can I say? Not only does he drop knowledge on me, schoolin me on music, clothes, whatever. He always lets me know that he's here if I need him. Seriously, what ( Read more... )

"I don't want to be sexy right now
I don't feel like arranging myself
in positions that will delight your eyes
Arranging myself so that my stomach doesn't show
so that you can't see my feet
I don't feel like making the effort
I want to sit next to you
in an apricot bath
and talk about why your politics conflict with mine
without your staring at my breasts
I ( Read more... )

1. y'all ain't shit compared to my man. get the fuck over it, either REALIZE that you're never going to replace him or get the fuck out of my life ( Read more... )

been such a long time 
i forgot that i was fine 
just KISS ME ON MY NECK, breathe on my neck 
i want him to walk up behind me
& kiss me on my neck, and breathe on my neck

if you want to feel me
better be divine
bring me water, water for my mind
give me nothin
breathe love in my air
don't abuse me
cause THESE HERBS ARE RARE

if you want too feel me, baby ( Read more... )

CURRENTLY; listening to madlib vinyls. chillin' with sistafriend @ 2 a.m. missing 'you know who'. my husband, duh. FUCK ALL YOU FOOLS THAT EVEN TRY GETTING WITH ME. ha, i'm in deep love. quit it ( Read more... )

Today:

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Bleh.

Lester has been gone for quite sometime now. Well not really, its been 1 week exactly. I don't know how much more depressed I could possibly get. Im lucky that Siene hasn't left for the Philippines yet because then, I won't have anyone. I got high today, and chilled inside access hip hop all day with Siene, Berto, and Jaypee. My life seems to ( Read more... )

Okay, Okay, I know what you all are thinking. NOT AGAIN, right? Well if you've ever been inlove, you'd know that it isn't the easiest thing to walk away from. I know Ive contradicted myself millions of times, but I love him so much. With everything thats happened between the both of us, I really have come to realize that I don't stay because of the ( Read more... )