He is going to make me the maddest person in the world...he is making this really hard and thats not fair. i think im going to avoid all his calls. mmm...yes. sounds good.

just in case y'all didnt catch the subtle song lyrics...im moving to california on june 20th. i will miss you all that i am leaving, but i am excited to see all the people that i have grown so far apart from. this will be a good chance for me to start over...and to go back to school, and to get away from brian. oh...im getting sad. im really going ( Read more... )

How long I’ll wait ( Read more... )

dear men ( Read more... )

i always said ( Read more... )

i am mad. i am upset. i am really glad that i drew that line from brian. i just want one thing from him. and i dont get it that often. so why even keep him around? if he doesnt want to have me in his life when its good for me, only for him, then i want nothing to do with him. except for i do. i do want him in my life. AHHHHH. damn him. damn him ( Read more... )

bleach is fun. bleached my hair on friday. i like it. a lot. doesnt look bad at all. its got these fun red highlights that came out too. its great. worked all freakin weekend long. no fun. and then i go and pick up someones thursday shift...both of them. so now im stuck working on my only other day off this week. oh well. maybe i will make some ( Read more... )

brians cool. lisa has to go in for a biopsy tomorrow. quite nervous on how that is going to turn out. im scared.

im going to prom on sat. got the worlds most beautiful dress and got my nails done. im going to look awesome. cant wait.

work sucks. my shoulder hurts. ahhhh....