happy birthday, cat.

hope all is well in your life.

<3

another birthday come and gone...
yay =/

without my family, it's meaningless

Here I am, in the middle of my life, been married, have two fantastic daughters, spent four years in the navy, been around the world a couple times, lived in so many foreign countries that I can't even remember all of them, had some pretty exciting jobs along the way and all I have to show for it is exactly nothing ( Read more... )

my wife finally left with my kids.
they left tonight.
I cried as they drove away.
not sure there is anything more painful.

goodbye my babies.

8**(

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depression is not my friend

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i quit

:**(

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the difference I'm supposed to make, ...isn't enough.

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cool = exchanging valentines goodies with your kids before school

not cool = exchanging valentines goodies with your kids before school...and no one else, all day.

yesterday sucked =/

When I need a friend, you're always on MY side.
Thank you.
When I need to talk, you're always on my phone.
Thank you.
When I need you, you're there for me.
Thank you.

wondering
questioning
doubting

?

thinking