I was out of line for that last post which is why I deleted it. I realize things get around fast and I need to be a lot more consious of what I post online and what I say about people in frustration. Live Journal is something I use when I can't sleep at night because these things bother me so much and I tend to write short things with tons of anger ( Read more... )

Things can get so complicated just over night!! I swear. Drama drama and more drama! I never thought it would turn out this way, never thought he would come clean but he did and now he is suffering for it. I'm not going to sugar coat anything for him, but I will be there for him because that's just the type of person I am. I have a problem with ( Read more... )

So apparently the Elliot School of International Affairs at GWU is one of the top 5 schools in the nation for international affairs and is the 2nd for turning out the most ambassadors and foreign office people. I did not know that. pretty sweet ( Read more... )

I am so going to kill that 800 tomorrow at Rice! I'm going for a 1:58. Not really. More like 2:20-2:25. Probably closer to 2:20 since I only have one race tomorrow and 2 on Saturday if I make finals, which I better. Saturday is 800 finals and the 1500 (its like a mile minus 100m). Me and Christi are going to tear it up for sure! Those 800 girls ( Read more... )

So I was watching Miami Ink and this lady was getting a tatoo in memory of her husband that died of cancer. It was a really sad story and it reminded me of Anwer. Just random times like this I start thinking about him and all of this shit he has to go through and how much he misses all of us and how much I miss one of my best friends in the world. ( Read more... )

Bigass Kline meet tomorrow. There will be like 23 or 24 schools there, a lot of good distance schools. I will go balls out on that 800. I hope I place, well I must place not I hope. My time must be no slower than 2 23. I can do it. Then I have the mile after that. Hopefully I will break 5 30. I get to sleep in though because my first race isn't ( Read more... )

I dont think that it makes you a bad person. I mean you are still the same person. When you find out that one of your friends has done it they are still the same person right? It is their choice and it should be respected. So it was a bit of a stab in the heart that he said he would think lower of me if I had done it or do sometime in the future. ( Read more... )

I just got the Lily Allen cd and it is soooo funny! I highly recommend it. I looked on her website and found out that she was in town yesterday and I was like nooooooooooooo I missed it! I need to get the Amy Winehouse cd too. There's some good stuff coming from Britain these days. I got the Hellogoodbye and it's pretty good, but not as good as ( Read more... )

I was running today and my ankles were on fire! Ouch. It got better on the way back, like mile 5 or 6. Gah! I hope it goes away like now cause we have the big Humble invitational on Sat, which you should all come to and see us run. ouch it still kinda hurts. begone now! anywho I'm hungry and there is like nothing to eat here, but I dont wanna go ( Read more... )

I just got my HYS music today like 15 minutes before rehearsal. I could site read the first movement because it was pretty slow, but during that damn infernal dance I was faking most of the time! It's pretty hard and it goes super fast. (this is Stravinsky's Firebird) I hate faking, but I didn't have much of a choice. I tried to get the music two ( Read more... )