its been months since i added a new entry- there isn't much to say really. friday (jan 28th) was my 18th bday so that was exciting! me and jake are going strong and he's still the love of my life!! umm.. i got accepted into college! WELLS, marymount of manhattan, manhattan college, suny purchase, suny oneonta, suny new paltz, and i'm waiting on ( Read more... )

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jake has only been gone less than a day and i already miss him so much. i don't even know what to do with myself. i only got to talk to him for like, 10 minutes today. now that the ship is moving he probably doesn't get any reception so everytime i've tried to call him he doesn't pick up. i don't know what to do. how can i go another 6 days ( Read more... )

Jacob is gone for a week. he just left today and i already miss him. why does this always happen to me?he is going away in february too- to europe- and i definitely won't get to talk to him much then. why is he always leaving me? and then i'm going away in april to florida. maybe i'll try to convince my mom to let him come with us. i really hate ( Read more... )

i don't really know where to start, since its been a while since i've updated, but i'll start off saying merry christmas and go from there so ( Read more... )

cba is putting on "south pacific" for the spring musical this year and today was my last day of tryouts. overall its been wicked fun.. i got to do two of the tryouts with lisa, aimee, and kami which was freakin hilaaarrrrious. i didn't like the acting tryout mainly because, well, i cannot act. the dancing was wicked fun. mike berry of course did ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile so i thought i would now. today is the last day of thanksgiving break and i'm really bummed out. i hate school with such a burning passion that i wouldn't mind if i never went back. but anyway, thanksgiving break was fun and relaxing- i didn't get anything done at all which is really bad. i'm gonna be a mess at school ( Read more... )

It's crazy I'm thinking just as long as your around
And here I'll be dancing in the ground
Am I right side up or upside down?
To each other we'll be facing love
By love we'll beat back the pain we've found
You know I mean to tell you all the things
I've been thinking deep inside my head my friend
With each moment the more i love youCrush me ( Read more... )

my life has become nothing but meaningless strings of events. i don't know what to do with myself. everywhere i turn and no matter waht i do it doesn't seem to be good enough, and no matter how hard i try it doesn't produce the results that either myself or other people are wanting to see. i just don't know anymore ( Read more... )

last night was the best i've felt in.. forever.
today, i did nothing but homework unfortuntately.
that's all for tonight.
i love you jacob.
peace.

<3