school was fine today. i get home and things fall apart. i only get to talk to david for like 3 minutes all day. he hasnt called. my allergies are being a cunt. im suicidal again. yay. this fucking blows. im going to bed. bye

I told my dad about David moving down here. I didn't think Dean (David's dad) was serious about calling my dad when he said he was going to last night. But he did. At 5.03 he called and asked for my dad. And, he wasn't here thank god. But yeah. I had Dustin and Chad come over so that when he called back, Dustin could act like my dad. But I guess it ( Read more... )

david told me tonight that he talked to his rents, his school, his recruiter and wutnot and he's going to move to kirksville. he's about to sell his car for a couple thousand $ on ebay and he says that should be enough for about 4 months rent, and after he gets an apartment, he'll try to find a job. we're gonna see eachother like EVERY DAY! omfg, ( Read more... )

my lips healing great. almost completely healed ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCK OH YEAH ( Read more... )

If there is a god, he hates me. School was total suckage today. My lip doesn't look that bad, my instead, my fucking face swells to god only knows how big. The sun burn I have is so bad that it got so hot that my "Tzone" swelled so big that my eyes look like pin sized and then on my right eye, i have a big bag under it. It's disgusting as fuck. I ( Read more... )

Monday ( Read more... )

It's like I'm starving here lately. I know this will sound completely fucked up, but I starve for an intellagent conversation and a sense of fashion. I real sense of fashion. My own unique style. That no one else has. I want to be able to put things together that look good, but that are accepted in a certain way. I dress one of 2 ways right now ( Read more... )

I love talking to David. He's so perfect. He's always so sweet about everything. It's like, the situation would be perfect if he hadn't joined the Navy. He told me last night that he goes to the great lakes for 4 weeks at first, then to Florida for 16 weeks. They'll have vacation timing, but it won't be long. I guess we have 9 months to be together ( Read more... )

David was supposed to come down today. His dad slit his tires on his car though, and he couldn't find a ride. I miss him like fucking crazy. I finally pulled it together today and asked him to take me as his. And he asked me to let him be mine. And yeah... lol. So yeah. :p ( Read more... )