He wrote me a song. lol ( Read more... )

Dad got up at 8 15. So I didn't go to BC again today. YAYNESS! I talked to Josh for awhile. From like 9 30 til like 11 or there after. He's having major girl problems. Those bitches! He doesn't deserve that kinda crap. I had just gotten him off of the subject and smiling and laughing and whatnot, before those assholes called him on his cell and ( Read more... )

David got online last night obviously. And I was very happy that he got on. He asked me to call, so I did. Then he had to leave right after I called. That was gay. He was going out with his new navy friends. Yeah, he went ahead and joined. And I'm happy for him, but it's kinda fucked for me I guess. Well, he said call back in 20 minutes and he ( Read more... )

David said he was going to call me last night. He didn't. He hasn't been online today, and I haven't gotten a phone call yet. Yeah, right now it sounds like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. But the way he acted while he was here...
"I can't believe you can't see what an amazing girl you are. Or how beautiful you are. I would do anything to be ( Read more... )

Yestuday I got up early. Around 10 30. Me and My grandma went shopping at about 3 pm and got back around 8. I did nothing the rest of the night really. I was sick, so I layed around. About 9 David came online. Oh man, It was so good to talk to him again. And then he called because his mom needed the computer. :D Around 1 am it was decided that he ( Read more... )

Raving. What's up with me and raving lately? That's all I wanna do right now. Go to a club somewhere down in STL or up in Seattle and just wrip it up with some mad techno/raver music and some ecstacy. :o ( Read more... )

Yeah. I don't really have anything to talk about. The last 2 days I've gotten up before 12. Oh man, bah! Heh, I stayed up til 3 last night watching The Mexican. Second time I've seen that ( Read more... )

Things have been interesting. Lots of web cam pics, lots of loneliness. Yup. I'm gonna go hang out with Justin Lee tomorrow for a few hours. Maybe stay the night. Not sure yet. But hey, I'm single. I'm gonna do whatever I want. bwaha. Ok, yes, enough Evilness now. But -sniff- I'm all gothic looking right now. I scare myself! hehehe. I'm talking to ( Read more... )

I've decided that it was his loss. I was going to give him so much, and I would have done anything to make him happy. But he threw it all away when he decided to try to get with Callen. He's probably already cheated on me, but I'm not crying. LoL. I'm fucking happy. You know, I'll always have a spot in my heart for him. But it'll end up being one ( Read more... )

I broke up with joel ( Read more... )