LOSING GRIP - AVRIL LAVIGNE ( Read more... )

Don't ask me why, but for some reason I feel extremely denied and cheated. Me and Joel aren't in such good shape right now and I'm trying to fix it, I'm trying to be better for him, I'm trying to help him, help us! Then here comes a really pretty, really cool girl, and I'm not mentioning any names, because I'm sure if she reads it, she'll feel bad ( Read more... )

Well, so far not much has happened today. It's been a good day tho. I talked and cammed with Evan. I cammed with Mike last night. Um, I haven't talked to Joel sense Wednesday night. I hope he got to Indiana ok. I miss him ( Read more... )

well well well! its thursday. :( joel left this morning at around 6 to go to indiana. i hope hes getting there safely. i also hope he bought a phone card like he said he was gonna. but yesh. ummm ( Read more... )

he wrote a song for me. here it is ( Read more... )

. well i called joel last night. 2 am and woke up and his sister up. stacey took 15 minutes to get him on the phone. i felt bad for waking them all up. but it was important. anyway, joel called me again today and we got it all straightened out. and then out of the blue, surprisingly, josie and toni IMed me again. i think their original plan was to ( Read more... )

this is so rad. im loving every second at joel's house. not just because i get to be with him, but because i get the chance to hang with his family and wut not. stacey is pretty cool. shes makin cookies and she made strawberry daquories (sp?) earlier. rad. joel doesnt give her enough credit. but i guess shes his little sister, so thats not likely. ( Read more... )

oh fuck yes! i leave tomorrow at about 4 pm to go to chillicothe where i will meet my boi at mcdonalds at 5 15 to stay a week with him! oh fuck yes! lol. i wont be back til around 8 friday night! hell yeah! i cant wait. ive never stayed with my boifriend (any of them) for that long, away from home! oh fuck yes! ok, enough of that. but im so freakin ( Read more... )

yesturday was so awesome. it never ended ( Read more... )

- must feed dog
- must do laundry
- must go get pills, web cam and dvd from stacy's house
- must do dishes
- must get mail
- must entertain self

ok. right. anywho im just bored so i thought i'd get out what i need to do really fast. l8rs