i got to talk to joel again just a little bit ago. talked to him for 2 1/2 hours earlier.. maybe it was 3 hours. cant remember. but it was great. i still feel bad cuz i snap at him about stupid shit. but i just hope he understands. then we got off the phone and i did the dishes and brushed my teeth, and we talked online. but he had to wash his dog ( Read more... )

i got to talk to joel again. i feel so bad. pms sux. i feel bad for talking to him how i do. but i really cant help it. i dont think before i talk when im on my period, and i get aggrivated really easy. i just hope he'll disreguard anything too overly bitchy. and remember that i love him with all of my heart and soul and then some. im wearing the ( Read more... )

my gmas walking around the house like nothing even happened yesturday. and because i dont like to hold grudges in the public eye, im going to just pretend that im not mad either. but u gotta know, thats just how i am. until im satisfied that it was ME who was right, and HER who was wrong, then i wont let it go ( Read more... )

my dads home now. and i know my gma is. i heard her come in. i thought it was my dad and went down, but no cell was charging and his keys weren't on the table, so i scrambled back up here. i dont wanna be in the same house, let alone the same world with her. i dont want to see her for the next 2 weeks. i honestly dont. i cant take her bullshit ( Read more... )

i got up at about 8 15 because i had to go to stacy's house so i could get a ride to kirksville to get my pills refilled. first we went to her grandmas eye doctor appointment. that took forever because they diolated her eyes. after about 90 minutes there, we left and went to lunch at the wooden nickle. a resturant/bar in kirksville. that was about ( Read more... )

I've got so much to write about. But not the patience to write all of it right now. So let me just tell you about Rockfest last night and leave the whole story of Joel's visit til later ( Read more... )

well i had to get up at 7 15 today. that i am definitely not used to! but i got up and took a bath and then got ready to leave. but omigod, when i got out and was putting on my lotion, there popped up joel! he got up at 7 30 for me! oh man hes so great. we talked til i had to leave at 9. my dad was in a great mood today. NOT! lol. he was all.. " ( Read more... )

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Joels parents said he could come!!!!!!!!He's gonna meet me at Chillicothe Micky D's at 5 30 next Wednesday and stay til Saturday. But Saturday, he won't be home til about 12 or so. Because we're gonna go to Rockfest together. And we're gonna take him home after that's over. Oh man, I can't wait ( Read more... )

Everything that I can think of about him, its so perfect. Nothing is wrong with him. He's completely flawless. And if he has any "flaws" They're the best flaws I've ever came across ( Read more... )