She wears a butterfly on her wrist
but she might as well cut it's head off
she's holding out for weapons
 to kill the ghosts inside
or at least kill the thoughts 
she has of killing her mind 
she says 'i love you' with her hands
she says 'I hate you' with her eyes.

there's a pretty girl somewhere
 with a pretty name
I swear we'll end this war 
because we ( Read more... )

it seems like forever & a year ( Read more... )

last day of high school
:)

heather & i forgot about our own anniversary.
it was monday.
typical.

open house
july first
at my dad's house.

gin blossoms
june 21st
♥

FUCKING SCENE KIDS
 WHYCAN'TYOUJUSTDIEALREADY?

the damms' party last night
got SO WASTED.
absolute & OJ
made amends with old friends.
good times.

mindless 
dashboard

june 18th 
& we have tickets.

doctor's yesterday
back on antibiotics.

got accepted to specs howard
& the school is amazing.

& i got a job
at wendy's
i start today.

yesterday we went to lapeer
& looked for a job.
& bought moose tracks :) heh.

then we met up with rob
and one of his friends.
we watched the exorcist
& fell asleep.

played basketball &
it was actually fun.
it made her happy.
i like to cheer her up.
♥

so
we don't have friends
and it's my fault
because i am a bitch.
and my baby is sad
because all we do is
stay at home & smoke.
so whatever i did
to make most of my
friends hate me:
sorry
nevermind, i'm not
fuck you. heh

the end.

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i got my tattoo.
it is exactly how
i wanted it to look.
black, white, & grayish.
& pretty.
the artist's name
is jim.
& he rocks.
i'll put a
picture on here soon enough.

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