well...
i haven't posted anything in months.
let's recap.
so...
i am still with crystal.
she is going away pretty soon 
for quite a while.
(long story).
still homeless.
i am squatting an apartment in
hickory square
with caleb.
school at macomb starts on june the seventh.
i am trying to get a loan to pay
for an apartment, books, & to fix my vehicle.
i am not sure ( Read more... )

 don't say the word maybe.
because it always means no.
but i'm keeping my hopes up
that someday you'll grow up.

pruit pulter miser.
every fucking day.

so.
i am back in the ic.
& pretty happy about it.
i quit my job.
& my friends & i are going to get a new apt.
which is awesome.
i missed my home.
& my friends.
fuck rochester.
rich people are fags.
i am homeless for now,
but at least i am back home.

i haven't written anything besides lyrics in here for a while.
i guess it is time to pull my life back together.
i have given up on my past.
but i can't seem to forget it.
there are just some things that should be left behind.
buried in a hole & left for dead.
i am done being a liar.
an asshole.
a hypocrite.
& sad all of the time.
i have spent far too long ( Read more... )

And I fight the urge to explore
The vastness of your curves I adore.
You know I, I hate you.
No, I hate you more.
You know I, I love you
No, I love you more.

Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused.
I still somehow hope I end up with you.
Yes, it's true.
I romanticize every single thing I do.
Especially when it comes to you.

I hope to ( Read more... )

she made me a gift.
&& it made me smile.

you're all just jealous.
because i have the best girlfriend ever.

the.end.
♥

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways.
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days.
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes.
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise.

But that day will most likely never come for me.
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are.

So tonight I'll sit and pick a  ( Read more... )

i'll just get drunk about it.

I never wanted anybody more
than i wanted you.
the only thing i ever really loved
was hating you.

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