Not-so-new LJ: boyslikeme. Add it. (If you want.)

And really, I'm not that self-centered. It's just that when I made the new LJ, boys really did like me. Then something happened. Don't know what. But it happened all the same.

<3,
Ashley

When I dig a hole, I dig it deep. So deep that when I fall in, I can't get out without immense assistance. I know that my wonderful boyfriend Clay Chroust would be the first person there on the scene to lift me out to safety. He'd gladly do (almost) anything for me. But this is an inner struggle. He can't help me get through this. Or can he ( Read more... )

Why must the circumstances in my life change so quickly? Why must the happiness in my life be so fragile ( Read more... )

Last night was great. I got to hang out with my little brother Skyler Onken (punkdynamo), Kolin Taylor (calvin4500), and my boyfriend Clayton Chroust (ownage_pwnage). Wow, let me just tell you how strange it feels to write the word "boyfriend". Especially in reference to Clay. Merely months ago, if you would have told me we would end up dating, I would have laughed in your face. I ( Read more... )

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Tonight made my year.

<3 and M3,
Ashley

P.S. New supplementary friends only LJ, boyslikeme. Inspired by my "I LIKE BOYS" belt. I'm sharing it with Michelle Danieli (im_a_dreamer). No guarantees we'll add you, but you can sure as hell try to get on ( Read more... )

I have no tact ( Read more... )

( My musings on the past twelve months of my existence. )

Among all the history, astronomy, and other varied lessons I've learned in college, one stands out above the rest. You have to move on.

And so I have.

Welcome one and all to my new residence. Have a nice stay. Make yourselves at home.


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I feel very numb. Like an actress performing a play for the 5,000th time. Sometimes I wonder if I'm living in a setting like The Truman Show. I could believe it. That would explain a lot of aspects of my existence.

I'm taking a few days off to make a few changes to my life. Don't worry, I'll be back.

<3 and M3,
Ashley

Heartbreak. My mortal foe.

Love. My deadly sin.