So I admitted it. I'm jealous of you. Sure, I hate your drama, which is sort of a simultaneous contradiction, but it oddly makes sense.

I wish I attracted guys. I wish I had cool friends. I wish I had stylish clothes. I wish I had what you have.

You tell me I have a nice car. That's all I've got, it seems.

Any particular reason why I'm so damn undesirable?

The world is so full of death and destruction.

Loss is such a travesty.

It's raining outside. I'm headed to the carnival. Alone. No special person to share the moment with.

I am sorry. I was wrong. I screwed up royally. I made a bad decision. Forgive me. Enlighten me ( Read more... )

It's good to know that people haven't forgotten about me. Melissa Feldman (track4always) seriously made my night.

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"Encuentra alquien que es como tú
Un muchacho así te dará tristeza
Conocerás a alquien mañana
Cuando termina te deja sóla, triste y sóla
A boy like that wants one thing only
He will leave you sad and lonely, sad and lonely."

Selena Quintanilla sang it best. I love A West Side Story.

<3 and M3,
Ashley

Relatively painless. Definitely unexpected. Endearing.

I am madly in love with Adam Miller.

<3 and M3,
Ashley

I'm falling for him again.

This cannot happen.

I feel guilty, but I like it when he calls me "baby," even if he doesn't mean it. I have to keep reminding myself that he has a girlfriend. I sometimes have to remind him. That's not normal, is it?

<3 and M3,
Ashley