*singing*

It's my birthday.

I'm excited!!!!!

It's my birthday.

I'm going to the beach!

I'm sorry I behaved the way I did tonight... but in reality I guess part of me isn't, other wise I wouldn't have done it. That's the part of me that I've been trying so hard to hide. That's the part of me that likes to ruin everything. The part of me that just can't let the rest of me be happy. The part of me that doesn't believe in anything ( Read more... )

ugh - i'm just so tired of life... i don't know i feel like every corner i turn there's a different kind of drama... money, boys, school, friends, finding an apartment, going home, living here... and i'm not like depressed about it or anything it's just so overwhelming that I'm freaking out all the time, I'm in a constant state of panic about ( Read more... )

MONICA: "Hi, it's Monica. I'm just checking in 'cause I got this message from you and I didn't know if it was old or new or what. So, I'm just checkin'. So let me know, or don't, whatever. I'm breezy."

JOEY: Hey, you can't say you're breezy, that, that totally negates the breezy.

Ugh... being breezy is hard work!

You've fooled everyone and pushed everyone away because getting involved is messy, and Monica's don't like messes! Liking someone enough to invest yourself completely is hard. Getting your heart broken is one of the worst pains there is and it's so hard to go into something KNOWING that that could be the outcome. It takes so much work to finally ( Read more... )

So firstly, ballet today was amaaaaaazing. Deb is finally back and today's class was a much needed kick in the ass. We did all kinds of weird new stuff like accross the floors and worked a lot on relaves. We stretched like a bitch and I ALMOST have my splits... I'm way excited. We also decided that we're going to be preforming in the student show ( Read more... )

Girls... why do we hold them up so high? Why do we act like they are the greatest things to gace this planet? Like they are the end all and be all of our lives and problems ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of my life right now. I'm frustrated and confused and irritated and annoyed and I hate it. I'm falling so far behind in all of my classes. It makes me feel like such an idiot because I know I'm a good student, I'm just totally not applying myself and then I get to that point where I feel like I'm drowning and I just want to give up ( Read more... )

I wish I could just tell you this. I wish you could come over and we could talk and in the middle of my babbling - because you know i would - you'd just kiss me, right at that crusial moment where I'm starting to wonder why I even started talking in the first place. All of it would come rushing back, like it always does. You would hold my crying ( Read more... )

I got everything I thought I wanted and it turns out it's not what I wanted at all. How does that happen? How do you think, feel, "know" that things are so perfect and exactly what you want, and then in one minute it all changes and turns to fear, doubt, and confusion. The worst part is having someone else involved. Not only was this a total shock ( Read more... )