Comments | m3lissa320: Can we be done now?

m3lissa320

Can we be done now?

Jan 04, 2006 23:13

Ok. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm so tired of everything. I'm sick of myself. Everything is so fucked. I am so fucked. I think this is one of the lowest points I've had in a long time. One minute I'll be so worried and freaking out about things and take things personal and get really upset and really hurt feelings. I have been acting ( Read more... )

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crazycherie January 6 2006, 02:18:05 UTC

you are in desperate need of some cherie time... u need this and i need this and i miss the shit out of you. you are such an awesome person and i'm so lucky to have u as a friend, you've helped me with this whole ryan thing when no one else could. u are the only person that i can actually say is my best friend anymore. any other person i would consider as a best friend, either never talks to me or tells on me... i just wish you were more happier then you are because you deserve it. i wish i could of gotten to see you this coming weekend... we need to call eachother more then we do... like everyday OK!!!! does that sound good? i sounds good to me because melissa and cherie need eachother.........

m3lissa320 January 7 2006, 06:27:47 UTC

Cherie... I love you. That's all that needs to be said.

anonymous January 7 2006, 06:00:00 UTC

Listen... I know what its like to feel this way. Everyone does, just different people handle it in different ways. And it sucks that you have to handle it the way that you are, and to be exahusted with your feelings is the worst and I know how it feels to wish more than anything that your feelings could just disapear. But think of the good feelings that you would be giving up. Think of the happiness you get when you look into Erics eyes, or when you see Cherie after not seeing her for a long time. You dont want to give that up, and you are so ridiculously lucky to have not one, but two absolutly amazing people in your life who you love more than anything and who love you more than anything. And then you have Annah and your mom, which is so amazing. And to top it all of Melissa, YOU in yourself are an increadible person. You have a awesome ability to light up a night, to make a not fun time a friggen blasty. You are such a strong person, I mean look at all you've gone through and look at how great you turned out dispite it all ( ... )

m3lissa320 January 7 2006, 06:28:40 UTC

Thank you. That means a lot.