Fuck This...

Jan 07, 2006 20:37

Ok. I just re-read that first anonymous comment from that one really long and super depressing entry from like two days ago, for like the 5th time. 
I don't know if the comment makes me feel better or worse. 
Ethier way I'm glad it was said so Mr./Ms. Anonymous, don't feel bad. 
I think about everything that I have... all the AMAZING things that I ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 8 2006, 02:58:14 UTC
Ok, hiding is stupid right? But sometimes its easier & better to get a point across when its 'anonymous' rather than if its you. I dont know if u ever realized this with the years of friendship but I can obsess over stuff when it affects me. Well creepy as it may be, for the last like 6 months my obsession has been you. I am a creep-o and I know it, dont hold it against me. I think about u everyday, multiple times a day, & so many times I just wish I could talk to u, giggle with u, I even miss fighting with u & being annoyed with u & knowing u were annoyed with me. For a while I even thought that what I missed was just having a "best friend" but it was more than that. It was u. I know that I will never find someone who I just felt like I clicked with the way I felt like that with u. I was pissed. I felt like all summer u ignored me, acted as if I didnt matter. Maybe it was just because of Eric, becasue of what happened before & my walls just shot up because u guys were back together. I wanted to be happy for u & I was because I ( ... )

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andy_boy111 January 9 2006, 22:38:16 UTC
so, i've been reading all of these and i wanted to comment on them but i couldn't find words to say and i didn't just want to type something meaningless. Basically THINK of things this way, you've been through so many "rough patches" and they were all hard, and i'm sure every time it felt harder than the last and you thought it would never end and things would always get worse. but you got through all of them and like everyone always says, you come out stronger in the end. everyone goes through hard times, everyone has moments when their life "sucks" but everyone gets through them. i can't really explain why things randomly get so shitty but maybe you will learn how to deal with things better or maybe you'll be able to work things out for yourself better and you won't have to depend on other things or other people to "fix" you. i know it's hard, i remember how i get when i feel that way and it's almost like you are aware of whats wrong and you know you can fix it or change it but you have no idea how, like your incapable of making ( ... )

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