How simple life could be if only you allowed it...... to be. Do all that you can be and be all the you can do! I'm doing this for myself and i hope it will be understood.  i should be driving!

CEE YAH

everyone is so worried all the time.

i want you to be here with me
help

I LOVE STEPHEN BEAUMONT!!!!!!!!

Happy 18 to my friend AMANDA!!!!

so my journal hasn't been working for a while now and my friends page only has the last 2 recent entries which kind of angers me but i'll manage to get by. things have been good. i can't say i have the right to complain, so i won't. from a scale of 1 to 10 everything is about a 7, which is pretty good considering. and seven is a pretty high number ( Read more... )

well today is a new day i have a little more confidence in life, i think, so that sounds like a good thing, right. ,,,, . ,,,, um finals... finals that i am going to fail. the one final i accually knew i would do good on and i probably did really shitty because i thought i was going to die that day and i sneezed all of the snot out of my nose onto ( Read more... )

i never understood how alone i was in this until now. today january 20th is the first time i have accually cried since only he himself remembers when. i don't know what got to me, i guess it was everything all at once ( Read more... )

He hates me as much as he loves me. I don't blame him. I don't feel "good" anymore, kind of how i used to be. More annoyed with myself than anyone/thing else. First time I had to take a Midrin in a little over a month... maybe my migraines are from stress. or maybe it's just the fact that i can't stand myself. I've messed everything up. i always ( Read more... )

Well my birthday is in less than two days.

Life is so hard, people make things so difficult for other people.

I'm excited for things that i'm not even sure will happen. but i have hope, which is something that i've never really had before. This person is really chinging my life and i didn't even realize it. Mom says he makes me much calmer, and ( Read more... )