i find myself  saying sorry alot.

i find that i've been given an ultimatum.

i find myself being made to pick one or the other even if you dont say it. and know this. i didnt pick one or the other, i just choose to deal with one over the other.

i dont know why i always feel like the one that has to say sorry because alot of the time its not me who ( Read more... )

wow. so this weekend was...........interesting and informational to say the least ( Read more... )

yes. its 5:51am. on a wednesday night/thursday morning. and i still see no sleep in sight ( Read more... )

I've been feeling extra lonely lately ( Read more... )

When you touched me I never pushed away, thinking things would always be the same.
We both thought it was okay to cross that line and you convinced me it would be alright.
Now nothings the same, things got strange and everything’s change.
Look at us lately, we’re not the same. It was always you and me, you promised to always be there. You were my one ( Read more... )

FUCKKK!!!!!!!!! can someone please show me how to use this damn ipod i got???? i had music on it and then i connected it and all the music disappeared.............why is this soo damn complicated?? seriously ( Read more... )

Life is about choices and everything in life is a choice ( Read more... )

I hear you be the block ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in about a month and a half. and its not because i've been extra busy....well actually ya thats exactly why thinking about it. i look over at my research paper that i got an A on and yes, i've been extra busy with school, friends, outtings, boys, and drama.

i cant update everything but i'll do an outline

friends:

i've grown closer ( Read more... )

ohh....im soo proud to be a golden panther.