I am so sick right now. I really wanna talk to someone but everyone is at school. I hate being here alone and not feeling good on top of that. I keep puking and I don't like it. I hate this. It is getting me depressed along with feeling sick. so call me people.
luv always,
Missy

This weekend was boring. All I did was sleep yesterday and today I went grocery shopping and watched The Stand and stuff. I also wanna color my dads hair because it is getting too much grey hair in it. I just gotta get the money to get the hair color for my dad. HE said I could do it though. I get ungrounded on Wednesday! YAY!!! Hopefully, my ( Read more... )

Dude, I am hurting so bad right now. I hate this. I'm just about ALWAYS sick or in pain. IT's not fun (for me at least). I feel sharp pains in my stomach like i'm being stabbed or something. I also get really disoriented easily. I feel so dizzy sometimes that I think i'm about to pass out (which has happened before). I have an appointment to ( Read more... )

THings aren't much better. My mom is stupid. I hate that bitch. I ask if i can go to the movies with a friend and she says "well want me to ask dad if he wants to go with the family tomorrow" WTF!! She is so fuckin' stupid i can't believe it. I am so tired of being around my family. All my mom does is yell and complain and my sister is the ( Read more... )

Hey people, I have been really cranky lately. I NEED to get out of the house but my parents won't let me. I hate it. I feel so trapped. I am also really depressed. yesterday was the first day that I got more depressed after going to the therapist. I feel so useless. Whats happening to me? Things have also been really pissing me off really ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now and i got 2 more exams tomorrow and 2 more friday. :( If I had school on Tuesday then I would only have 2 more left by now. I have nothing to do when I get home from school. It sucks. I was playing Tony Hawk's American Wasteland today on my Xbox and at first I got pissed but then I started to figure it out. dude I got ( Read more... )

Today was boring. AT least I wasn't at school! We had no school because of freezing rain. I practiced for Solo & Ensemble and I studied for my exams. I was tired all day but I decided not to go back to bed because I had to pick up my sister from school and I have been experiencing difficulties sleeping. well thats all i have for now. I don't ( Read more... )

This is my 80th journal. Yayness! I must be seriously bored because i just went through my Archive and counted them all. LOL. I feel like partying though because this one makes 80. well i got 20 left to get to 100. I'm getting there.
Luv always,
Missy

Today was really boring. I had nothing to do all day. Richard did come over though and gave me 2 HIM cd's for christmas. I know it's late for that but we weren't able to hang out then i got grounded. I'm so happy because the only HIM cd i had was copied from a scratched cd. I hardly ever get new cd's now. He also gave me pictures and a burned ( Read more... )

I feel so lost and confused. I'm trapped with no way out. Things can never get better. I don't have a life. I CAN'T have a life. I wish i couldn't feel, then nothing could bother me. The good isn't worth the bad in this life. I hate it.