ok seriously now.

[m_and_ms06]

i am really at a loss. I don't know which way is up now a days. I just wanna know where the fuck I'm going. What am I doing? How do I move on? Do I move on? If I don't will it be worth it. If I don't will I just be setting myself up for a whole world of hurt later on?

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damn...

[hazmat16380]

I don't even know what to say, that sucks, I'm sorry, what happened? (if you don't mind my asking) Email if necessary, still the same, gmail and stuff.

Re: damn...

[m_and_ms06]

Long story short, seth and I decided to call it quits while he's deployed, his idea more then mine. but I had planned to wait, and now I don't know what's what now. and i have this other guy basiclly begging me to go out with him, a guy who seems the male counterpart to myself, and he seems like a great guy, but I'm still hung up on the guy that doesn't want to be with me, although he seems to only ever remind me that he really does love me, but can't have me on his mind in a fire fight. I grow to hate the marine corps more and more everyday.