So today I woke with the feeling of impending doom, and when I get that feeling, it's never wrong. So I'd been pissy doing what I'd needed to to through the day, so My boyfriend and I were on our way to take care of some stuff in Roseville, so I took the closest route I know well from his house out there, 50 to Folsom up to Douglas. Well that was ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I've actually posted anything. It's not that I've not meant to, but once I sit down I have no idea where to go with my possible post. Anyway, I've gots myself a new boyfriend. He is amazing. Like I swear to cheese, I talk to him about somethings and it's kinda crazy, because he and I think the same way. I find we disagree ( Read more... )

He's gone. Shipped out Saturday. I don't want to say I feel relieved, because I don't. But I feel like I can start moving on. But I can't explain how lonely it feels. Something about him being the closest person to me for the last year, and then being shipped off across the world. Seven months... I have no idea what will happen in that time.

Shut the fuck up. I don't want to hear your fucking psycho babble. I don't want to hear about how this is amazing mark in history. Yippie we have a black man for a president, whooptie fucking do. I already don't like him from a political standpoint. I very much disapprove of the closing of Gitmo. If you have to ask why you either don't know me well ( Read more... )

Rolled up my sleeves today ( Read more... )

"The good thing about music is that when it hits you, you feel no pain."

-Bob Marley

Alright. So I'm doing a little better. Decisions have been made, and agreed upon. Seth and I agree that it's more important to walk way from each other friends. So that means moving on. I don't want to wait for him, then have things not work out. Because I don't see that ending well. Sadly this revelation was at the expense of an awkward night with ( Read more... )

Tonight I drink more then a sailor on shore. ...... You were the mermaid for me, until one day you found your feet.

but the sex is great. Uh yeah. I'm not used to this whole guys begging me to go out with them. I've been technically single for a couple months already, but I just don't know if I'm ready to move on. Like I don't want to go out with some guy and then turn out to be a crazy bitch story. I just need to get out of the house with people, return to some ( Read more... )

Oh my god. I love that life loves to fuck with me. Ok Seth and i decided to call it quits while he is gone. This leaves a very difficult decision for me to make. to get over him, move on and if fate should bring us back together so be it, or wait, say single while he's gone and see if we might work out when he comes back. I don't know what I'm ( Read more... )