This is that last apology and explaination that I never managed to get to. I need to get this out so I can be finished, and just let all this waste go where it is meant to go ( Read more... )

Thanks to very highly regarded advice I am giving this mess up. I can't make promises that I'd never return to it, but lately I see the broadcast of ones life as unneeded and prefer to return to my glory days of non-stop human contact. If my venture into mass writing hits a major wall I might return to this self-indulgent rant fest that is ( Read more... )

A little less than 12 hours ago I was walking from South Kedzie to the Library, and whom do I see smoking a Camel outside of Student Services? Oh yeah, Ian 'Glitter Fist' Sugierski. I haven't seen him in almost a year and a half, and was quite shocked and in an uber state of disbelief at having seen him. Last I knew he was lost in England forever, ( Read more... )

Despite my brilliant rant within my head to write an amazing piece about process of writing i ended up waking up in my bed not quite sure what the hell happened. Now this provided a number of issues, for one i didn't get any of what i wanted to down, and second i was stuck with my last draft (20 copies) of my abacus piece. I read through it so many ( Read more... )

This last paper for Penn has had me in about a months worth of crazed frustration. Running through topic ideas from 'the lost art of the abacus' (a journalistic approach on why math is much more an art than a science), to why cows are much more rational to be feared than WoMD or terrorism or nukes (cows contribute 90% of all methane to the ( Read more... )

Slept way too much, through most of Thanksgiving, through most the night, through most the day, through most of my homework, and I realized everyone sleeps through most their life. Not just that approximate 1/3, but dangerously more, few people have any sense of motion anymore. I remember when I was much smarter than I now am, and realize sleep ( Read more... )

(slapping dime down on counter like killing a fly with hand ( Read more... )

Cracking a PHL paper, and i needed some assistance. I haven't slept too well in the past week, so ideally i can catch up over this break. In other news my index finger has suffered some form of stigmata. It has had an odd mark at the first bend (pad side from knuckle) and the other day it just started bleeding for no reason. Now it hasn't healed at ( Read more... )

What the hell is going on lately? Between the insane hunter from Laos killing 5 wounding 3 others in northern wisconsin, the large scale brawl between pistons, pacers, and fans making us all forget that basketball is about shooting an orange rubber orb through an orange iron hoop, and a scotish video game company producing an eerie and distasteful ( Read more... )

The danger of being a Roman candle. Lately I'm tiring of some unwanted attentions, too many with fluttering interest, too many I fear I'd burn, too many trying to make me revert to my old ways, while making me use, or perhaps be used, too many seeing only one side of my seven colored rubicks cube. Perhaps I just fear all I have left in this world ( Read more... )