so jays all pissed. hah...hes jealous that he can't write like that

he doesn't understand...i like Manny.

why would i want to steal his fiancee?

anyways...Manny, we need to talk, theres something i need to ask you.

maybe tomorrow night, wear something nice.

i'm writing a new song, for Manny i've had a burst of insperation ( Read more... )

i hung out with ellie yesterday.

we went swimming and watched a movie.

and ellie just starting crying out of no where, and i just hugged her, i didn't really know what to do.

then Sean called and we went over to his house.

we jammed a little, and talked a little.

emma looked so happy to be with him, i wish i could only feel the same ( Read more... )

i went to Seans party.

it was sweet.

although i think everyone had a little much to drink hah.

i bumped into Manny. shes so beautiful

we spilled out all our feelings, i think we were too drunk to care hah.

so we ended up finding out that we were eachothers crushes.

and we just talked on the porch the entire night.

why did i ever pick ash ( Read more... )

i think i'm starting to feel better ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to think anymore.

i'm sick of everything.

Emma, i love you, but i can't talk right now.

not just yet.

Craig.

tonight.

horrible.

i think i hurt ellie.

she deserved it i threw some things at my house ( Read more... )

how could she.

I ____ Craig ( Read more... )

Ell and i are back together.

i think it will work this time.

unless she cheats on me again i feel good...haven't felt like this in days ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in like forever.

haven't really felt the need.

nothing exciting going on.

Craig.