NEW LJ NAME:

XCRAIGXMANNINGX

Manny left for...where ever she went with JT.

i already miss her.

i'm still drunk from last night ( Read more... )

the party, amazing.

Manny, even more amazing.

enough said.

call me Manny.

Craig.

the beer tasts so good.

Em said we should hang out.

it sounds okay.

let me know when Em.

alone in my room...

where i've been since the break up...

drink after drink...then i pass out.

Craig.

i hate her.

why did she do this again?

she said she loved me, and she wanted to be with me.

screw her and her lies.

that sluts dead to me.

Craig.

i stopped taking my meds.

found out that El, not telling me first, waved the restraining order and went over Jays.

well, i got really mad, because i haden't been taking the meds.

punched a few things, kicked some shit.

then i... cried calmed down.

El and i talked.

i aplolgysed and we got some ice cream. i was still upset. we decided to go ( Read more... )

this trip sounds great.

i need a couple weeks away.

El is going to tape the whole trip.

kind of like a documentary type deal.

great idea babe.

i visited Manny yesterday, just after Ellie left.

it was really akward.

so i didn't say much, and left.

i feel like this is all my fault i picked up the flowers El got her and set them up nice in ( Read more... )

El and i hung out today.

she seemed really stressed.

she told me Marco caught her cutting.

she said that was the only way she knew how to deal.i took her to this place where she took me when i was stressed ( Read more... )

sorry about never getting back to my last post, i replied to you all.

El and i are dating again.

i taught her to play the guitar.

even though i'm not the greatest teacher.

or the greatest player.

its weird how things turn out.

but hey, i'm happy.

sorry manny...i really didn't mean for you to get hurt...El and i have been hanging out like ( Read more... )

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