i miss you. this last month has been the most trying period of my life. my auntie says yer up there smiling, because you know you got to me. that's just like you. the fact is, i've always cared about you...and i know you knew that. i try to not think about it...it's so much easier to just force myself to think it's just been awhile since i've ( Read more... )

so...friday...exactly 2 weeks after my cousin sammy's death, my close friend alvaro died. he was found early friday morning across the street from his house with two puncture wounds in his neck. they think he slipped while trying to climb the fence ( Read more... )

gah. this has been a nightmarish day ( Read more... )

here's the part where life looks up for a few minutes ( Read more... )

let's pretend that i'm this incredibly sane and independent lady. i live a fairly modest life, gettin by day to day. i go to spain and enjoy every second of it ( Read more... )

goodnight world!

p.s.- say yes.

i'm done! i'm breathing! even better... i'm smiling.

i feel 100% vulnerable and brave right now...and it's a surprisingly okay, unconfusing feeling. imma keep on livin; doin what i can, how i do, when i does.

ya'll couldn't stop me if you died, cried and/or tried ;)

your most ferociously loving friend,
marie d.

p.s.- i like spain.

too often am i the distractee. quit it already! i'm tired of being unable to focus. i'm tired of thinking. i'm tired ( Read more... )

i'll never go back to basque country again ( Read more... )

i leave in less than a week ( Read more... )