Last night Fred started to like me. It's so strange because it was all so sudden. He was squawking as usual, so I started waving a peanut in front of his beak. He began to purr and flutter his wings. I asked my mom what the hell he was doing and she told me he was just purring and that he was happy. Apparently he used to do this with my mom a lot. ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in the longest time. I don't really know why.. I guess I've been caught up in myspace ( Read more... )

My mom saw a lawyer today. The good news is is that we're covered no matter what happens. We can even stay here on Brighton Ave in our little Spanish house. That makes me happy ( Read more... )

I'm out of control.
You're beyond frustration. I'm beyond hurt.
I'm just a mistake. I've wasted your time.
Fuck you, you lying piece of shit.

So I'm thinking that these family problems have become more of a blessing than a burden. Okay, well yeah, it's not cool and everything, but maybe this is a good test for all of us to see what is really out there. You can't just trust anybody. I think in a way this experience has given me strength for my future relationships. I think it has also ( Read more... )

Before I say anything I must admit to all you readers that I have had a couple of drinks. Granted, I slept after one I still had some wine after ( Read more... )

Okay I didn't actually have to go into work today. So, instead, I went to the cemetery then hung out with Tyler. We went to the mall and met up with Gabby. It was good. I got Gabby's birthday present (her birthday is Monday, just like Kev-o's!!). I bought her some candy and a Ken doll that smells like sunscreen. Oh, I had also gotten her a Killer's ( Read more... )

Wow, nobody should EVER have to wake up this early!! I was up at 6:00am today. THAT'S INSANE! I'm not even up that early for school. But yeah, I have to go to work in a few minutes. I don't even know if I'm even working. I'm supposed to cover/switch shifts for another girl.. but I don't know if she said today or next weekend... I thought she said ( Read more... )

Well I think my situation is basically hopeless. Oh well ( Read more... )

I've decided to continue writing in this especially after tonight.

You know who you are. Please, I'll do all it takes. I'll embarrass myself in front of all my friends just so you know how much I really care about you. I don't believe the feelings would have lasted this long if it wasn't real. You know it's real. You can feel it, too.

I want you ( Read more... )