tell me what is wrong with me
cause that's all you seem to say
don't try to say i'm pretty
you say that every day

i'm trying to say that things aren't right
and that you haven't seem to see
there's so much that i want to say
but i can't... there's something wrong with me

here we sit and talk as if it never happened ( Read more... )

what happens once you reach the point where you realize that the people you thought were your friends really have no clue who you are. i think i just reached that point. the people i thought were my friends don't know me that well. they don't know what i like, what i want to do, the things that bother me, or really anything that makes up a lot of ( Read more... )

i'm running away
what happens if you find me
what happens if you don't

i feel lost

there should be somethings that are just simple. this should be one of them. i wish it was, but it's not ( Read more... )

they don't like me.
can't blame them.
i don't like me either.

life is funny.
i try to speak.
i don't say much.
but the words always turn out wrong.

don't get too close.
don't loose yourself.
lost in someone else.
lost in hope of not vanishing.
lost in being seen.

i want to do something. there are so many times where people tell you. hey you can change that if you try hard enough. but it's not true. you your self can't change it. one person does nothing. it takes a mob ( Read more... )

spinning
dancing
back to your arms
and out then back again
resting
thinking
wondering
joy
letting go

i'm thinking too much again
falling into the the spin of the world
falling into your arms
then out and on my own
letting go
calling out
what is it that you know

what is it that i don't

i'm trying to creat something. that i hope will be very cool once done. i should have been done with the general idea of it weeks ago but i'm not. i need shapes that are cool. any ideas?

am i completely insane? i want to hide and run away. but not for the reasons that make any since. but more for the ones that make none what so ever. how can something that causes such joy also be the cause of such fear. hiding is best but also the worst thing to do. i don't know any more.