why does it makes me sad. or am i angry. what is this? if i don't die this week i will soon. this week will suck. too many tests. too much shit.

i wish people would not tell things ( Read more... )

for those that read this. though i am surprised that there are some. i just write here what i think. it in no way a representation (unless stated) of what is going on. example previous entry is in no way an end to my current relationship. it's just my negative thoughts coming out. that is all ( Read more... )

i want you to say it ( Read more... )

i'm hiding here can't you see ( Read more... )

the tears are still there on my face. though now they are frozen in time. i can't believe it. today was the last time i would see you. the last time for awhile. i know you'll be back to visit. but that doesn't change the fact that you are no longer here. you are my best friend. you know more about me than at times i think i do. i will miss you ( Read more... )

i feel so happy to have you. but them ending it reminds me of the eventuality between us. i wish i believe that things last forever. but i can't. and if i could pick anything to last it would be you. you're all i ever wanted. but that doesn't seem to be enough. it will most likely end being my fault or the fact that you left for collage. who knows ( Read more... )

okay so back at school. first day was today. not so bad except the early hour and the contentious presence of people. not that i don't like the people i saw. because i do like most of them. it's just the few that get in the way. classes. the whole reason parents and others send one to school. and in these classes we are supposed to learn. to gain ( Read more... )

i like sledge hammers. hate idiots and boredom. thought i'd throw that out there.

although i must say the combination of me with a sledge hammer and an idiot makes me a bit happier.

hiding behind these eyes ( Read more... )